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F#m7 aka Powerless
04:23
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In just a few minutes, I’m going on hour six
Of being awake, one hour into a ten hour shift
You can not walk but take power trips
There’s been a power shift,
because your power is that you make me powerless
You take my powers away
You take the rain showers away
You make it worth all the hours a day that we spend while we’re working from home or we stay
And sit in the chair just to rock you to sleep
Or crawl on the ground hear a pop in my knee
The sound of your voice, a concoction of sweets
That’s making me laugh as you drop from your feet
But let’s stop like the beat
Of my heart when I seen
The look on the doctors face, wondering what does that mean
They told us that it’s auditory neuropathy
And we’re gonna need to set meetings with doctors at AI DuPont
And they may have some answers, but question a lot
They’re testing a lot
Putting these stickers all on you, connect to contraptions, I just wanna hold you
But you’re sleep in your mommy’s arms
And you’re being so great while using your mommy’s charm
I’ll be Kevin Costner, you know your bodyguard
But I can’t protect you forever, I never will sever connectors so here goes my calling card
You cried in the car seat while on the way home,
Which made your parents both, feel super low
Then mommy sang you are my sunshine you stopped,
Which gave way to tears, I know that I’m not
Supposed to be crying, I’m supposed to be driving
But knowing you heard her was big for the timing
Now I know why you’ve been constantly smiling
Constantly smiling
Been an empath in the tenth class
Seen weak mutants scowl as I jet past
But the moment you were born I would shed that
Rough skin that kept me safe when my adrenaline raced
Fight or flight is not an option that I’m faced with
Because I’m a protector of the ones that I stay with
And it seems so basic,
but I will never let your face hit pavement
When I’m down in the basement,
baby monitor receives atop the monitor placement
So I’m looking at you while I’m working in silence
Headphones cancel out the sounds so your highness
Can keep on sleeping, keep on dreaming
Wonder what the world is like that you’re seeing
I wonder what it sounds like when we’re just reading
Sitting on the floor and my cups teeming
Overflowing, now we’re learning ASL
Cuz if you get an ear infection then you may as well
Be profoundly deaf so we check your health
At every opportunity and far as I could tell
You’re so perfect in your imperfections
I see synapses make connections
As you start to learn things and take your steps in
Then leave your footprints beside this message
Your mom and I will do what it takes
To keep all the spinning plates right there in their place
And always keep your plate full with something that tastes great
We were designed to give, so I’m hoping you take
Everything that I have everything that I am
I wish for you to grow up and be twice the man
That’s all I can ask, yeah I guess we got a plan
But it took your birth to make me a complete man
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Don’t think that I forgot
The way to rock a spot
And if the mic is hot
I got some rhymes to drop
Don’t think I forgot
I was an open mic fiend since nineteen
Played every one I found, chasing pipe dreams
With a pipe full of life that I’m lighting
While I’m writing my life the way that I’ve seen
I’ve seen a lot of things
Got a lot to sing
Got a lot to bring
So enjoy this generous offering
Of unaltered non faltering
Thoughts on loss and the cumulative cost of things
I’m oft lost in the songs I sing
My eyes close and I’m off from this office thing
I watch the earth spin, up on Saturn's rings
But then i wake up on earth, I want off this thing
Cuz I’m off this thing, I’m jumping off the swing
But I am staying in the sky like a hawkish thing
Can’t you see my wings? That’s how you know my style
Even though I haven’t been up on stage in a while
I’m here to rock like geodude, graveler, golem
The onyx of phonics, don’t think you could spot him
in the rock tunnel where you’ll need to flash some cash
To get your pass or to be invited back
I guess that mine got lost in the mail
So I’ll just throw my own show, they’ll hope that it fails
But see my will is like the sails of an ocean liner
I can do anything cuz my hope is finer
Than dopes who will choke of their own designs or
I could toke all the smoke that is blown toward mine
Minor league rhymers who hope to find a new outlet to out all the hopeless minds
Hocus pocus time, because music is magic
How else can you change a persons mood that quick
You can’t match wits with a lit matchstick
But the flames are quick to get drastic and that’s it
(2x)
Birthstone emerald
Five star general
Temporal anomaly, musically ephemeral
Architecturally sound, bound to the pedestal
Down for conjectural but nothing hypothetical
Birthstone emerald
Five star general
Temporal anomaly, musically ephemeral
Poetic skeptical developed to a spectacle
Keep your eyes peeled if you feel antithetical
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One day you came into our life
It was July twenty fifth, what a trip, they gave you to me and I tightened my grip
It took something just like three nights
You really gave your mama hell
But all’s well that ends well, I immediately fell
Something so small, so full of life
Talk about disarming this babe in my arms I will let no one harm or alarm
So take my hand and hold it tight
When you wrapped your fingers around my index finger i knew this glow would linger from our little light bringer
(2x)
And the worry begins, the flurry, it’s blurry the hurry begins
You’re rolling, you’re crawling, you’re holding a ball and you’re climbing you’re standing you’re sticking the landing
You’re sticking the landing
I might understand it, I see what they’re telling
If you see a time machine or someone selling
Just gimme a call
because I’m going to the night you were born to see it all
Again
So I can hold you and fall again
The way that you fall when you’re offered it all and you answer the call
The way that you fall when you’re offered it all and you answer the call
You need to slow down
Slow down
Please slow down
One day you came into our life
Down six months, now this month his lunch is something that I want
It took something just like three nights
Now by 9, I’m fine to climb into this bed of mine
Something so small, so full of life
Had a little bit of jaundice
But sunlight was the way we got that jawn fixed
So take my hand and hold it tight
And never let it go, I guess I’ll let you grow
Cuz that’s the way it goes
Yeah I know it’s the goal
But right know I can carry you around and take a stroll
Take it slow, take it slow
Just like Paul Wall and Ye wrote
Your dad played that at a show
Met your mom, and here we go
Time it goes, outta control
Pain is the toll for change and growth
So take it, break it, make it whole
Take it, break it, make it whole
A cycle, listen to Michael, to make it go
The man in the mirror will make your foe
But take your foe and break your foe
To make your soul grow into the man I wanna know
Into the man I wanna know
I’ve been called a lot of names in my life
But there’s only one name that could take every slice
Of cake from every cake along a bakers row twice
Add a bakers dozen of some muffins like it’s nothing
Time is something
Time is nothing
Time is fronting
There’s no way that clock has equaled the ticks with the tocks
thinks that it’s slick but it’s not
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How do you move through life with such assurance
I’m sure it’s a part of being sure in your soreness
So sure that you’re pure in your forays
Into different avenues, different doorways
When I look into your face
I see me but it’s missing something, that’s amore
I know you have a forte and think you’ve figured it out
But just wait, you’re gonna learn so many different routes
Pitter patter while you’re sleeping on a different couch
You fell asleep, and you missed when they were sneaking out
So you’ll have to call Kev for a ride,
And he will always answer, he’s really a ride or die
Don’t try to hide or treat like me some old guy
I’m you from the future and you’re so fried
That you’ll forget it all tomorrow but I so tried
I’m so tied to trying not to mess with the timeline
Cuz you need to mess up like nine times
From now, our story’s really like we had nine lives wow
Lots of debacles,
lots of debauchery
Stop with wobbles
I’m watching me copping a bottle
Stopping at wa
I’m not a role model
But when you learn to swaddle
you’re gonna feel a lot of regret of how you’ve fallen for squabbles
Strap on your goggles cuz here’s where it gets deep
You’re gonna make yourself a band that plays on Main Street
Which is a feat, but you’ll constantly retreat
And live inside your head until you meet
the person that you’re destined to meet
A blessing of sweet pleasantries
But now you’re headed for an unpleasant remedy
You’ll need to learn quite a few things the hard way
One road is lit, but at the fork you’ll take the dark way
So take this flashlight, it’s not safe to go alone
But where we’re going, we won’t need any roads
It’s time to go back to the future
Back to the future
Back back to the future
Welcome home this is your life
You see that pretty lady, one day she’ll be your wife
And the sweetest baby, that’s in her hands and on her side
He’s named after your pop, you can try not to cry
But I promise it’ll happen
And you’ll still continue rapping
With a home studio that was named for a rabbit
And just wait, yeah I am the shock bringer
Remember that pretty lady? Yeah she’s also a singer
And she writes her own songs, bro remember the dream
Wait til Big L can sing, he can round out the team
You’ve got all the instruments right there in your reach
And not to mention your speech has been sharpened by beats
You’ll cop a drum set from Shea who you just met today
There’s a lot of good people in the orbit you’ve displayed
But there’s also lots of snakes, lots of people who will take
See the world is full of balance so when stacking up the weights
There is action, there is pace
There is facts and there are fakes
There is fiction in the diction of the visionary’s ways
So the mission is the mission but it also isn’t, hey
I can see I’ve lost you, your red eyes have glazed
You’re lost in a haze, you’re often afraid
Toss in a loss of a loved one and you’re lost in the fray
But the family that you chose will keep you showered in praise
And not just showered in booze though I know it seems great
And I know you’ll have a lot of fun but now it’s getting late
I’ve gotta get you back to the past where you started your day
When Joe slept in the gazebo right before you would play
Got a case of forty ounces from the store in a way
Cuz none of you were 21, but had a plan for plenty fun
And now I can recall why this day has been a fuzzy one
Whenever recalled cuz I saw what I would soon become
And that I would have a beautiful son
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C5 aka CRISIS
03:44
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There’s a crisis on infinite earths
You see, there are infinite Mes and infinite hers
So how can I be sure that this plan will work
Well I just gotta lay low cuz I’m here to observe
And my theory is such
In every universe we’ve touched
So you could say it’s like a crux
Of how I become who I want
It’s like the crutch I need to walk the path
The chalk in class
The talking in the back that makes the students laugh
Detention and the aftermath,
Because it takes a lot of mistakes
To really find the right road or which exit to take
But see I’m so jubilant
Watching my duplicate
Have his meet cute, and dispose the disillusionment
And I know when he meets you, his big heart he starts using it
See there’s a council of Russell’s
That I look to when in trouble
But each one of them is two, and I don’t mean I’m seeing double
I mean each is joined by you, and you’ve all got some great rebuttals
Every couple could befuddle with the words they use to juggle
As they give me some advice to deal with early morning struggles
But they keep it really real, not afraid of popping bubbles
So across the multiverse, all I wanna see is you
There are infinite ways in which you can be my muse
And every version of you would like to meet the one,
From earth 523, the one for me, and I want
To show you everything, take you off this world with me
So just buckle in your seat, as this trip could make it seem
Like everything you’ve known before today was really just a dream
You are the call to action
In every form and fashion
Impassioned to become the bastion
Of love and light while we face assassins
See we share the title
Coheadliners, your inputs vital
I’m not pitching a fridgin,
You are a part of the mission,
in the fabric you are the stitching
I’m hitching to your star and wishing
That we could do this forever
And ever and ever and ever
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You should let me roll it
I don’t mean to control it
But it’s like ponyboy taught me how to roll cuz they stay golden
And you know I stay holdin,
Like I make comic books with Banky
I might like my Batman campy
But you can’t keep camping, passing
Is probably in order,
To ensure that we can smoke before the
Bands supposed to play
Dammit, bro, today
Not a great display
But I’m here to help, so it’s okay (it’s okay)
Just be quick to hit the Jay
Like Solange, as we elevate
Had two L’s and I’m smellin great
Set starts at 8, but it’s 8:08
Heartbreak,
That’ll just cut into our break
Par for the course of this dark day
A sparked jay at deer park almost ruined our day
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Sitting outside shooting the breeze
These days, there’s not a lot of days like these
I came through to say my piece
That’s peace to the peeps who knew me from Main Street
I remember walking far while the rain beat
Down on my head as I listen to the train speed
Past along the tracks, all of that to the same beat
The heart of Newark, I’m unsure that it’s the same street
They tell me that Elkton road is south Main Street
And that’s where they moved the DP Dough
Closed the venues where you’ve seen me flow
Except for Homegrown, but that’s a place we don’t go
If you know you know, and if you don’t you don’t
It’s not my story to tell so I won’t
But I will say that looking back on how I spent my days
Really has me spun sitting in a daze
These days
There’s not a lot of days like these
The boss talked about glory days
And this is kinda like that, but in a less sad way
We’ve all grown, no peaks in sight
And I’ve brought some climbing gear cuz we won’t see it tonight
I’m like Cell after absorbing just one Android
But instead of 17 is just some cannabinoids
Can I avoid pitfalls in the void?
I keep my eyes on the prize while I climb with my boy
And my muse, that’s true as we walked through the snow
From a bungalowlife I’d never bungle my flow twice, no
The goal is grow, to see the seeds I sow
Become a new contributor to where we could go
Where will the shows be in ten years who knows
But as long as we’re together then we’ll see where it goes
From 2 wash to new wash, the bungalow to rabbit hole
These days that’s the way that it goes
2x
I’d smoke a bowl before a show, that’s a pack n play
Now I just need a place to stash my baby’s pack n play
And the guy on the door was a bouncer
Now breast milks the only time I’ll count an ounce or
Lullabies are my new rap cypher
And teething’s the last time I pulled an all nighter
And I swear that I wouldn’t trade this life for
Anything
Now where can I change Big L’s diaper?
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Yes yes y’all
Me and Marv the Apollo be the best y’all
Is that a bird? Nah we fly above the rest y’all
Super emcees S on the chest y’all
(Russell ¿Que?)
Me and Marv been the best in the flesh
Since invested in sentences, left with a reverence
For blessing and microphone testing
If you got stages than expect we’ll be stepping in
Footprints left in them
From the superhero landing
My understanding is that of a twelfth level intellect
You should reflect before it’s time to collect
I’m primed to respect
unless you earn the opposite, cause and effect
So it goes like Kurt Vonnegut, not often upset
Been on flows for ten plus and got a doctorate
Why would you go and bench us? You should ponder it
Stop and drop and honor it
I’m in the bio-dome with Romulus
The lepidopterist
And all the purple sticky punch you could want
So come on up to the front, and feel the bass drum thump
That’s tum
With the rump pum pum pum
And if you want some
Here comes the bite like lime rum
Ive come along way from wine drunk
Now watch as I climb up
From the rocks where you’ll sometimes find us
And if you’re wondering why us
Then I suggest that you should not mind us
Who should you call if you’re looking for a good time
I don’t know, but call us if you’re looking for good rhymes
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I am not content just creating content
And I’ll attempt to summarize it in a broad sense
I’ve been a malcontent no matter my intent
Which has taught me to resent anybody who never went
Out of their way to help,
Left us sitting on the shelf
Said they couldn’t market our music, so we booked shows on market ourself
you went out of your way to block the pay
They say that you’ve built the music scene, well yay
But riddle me this, cuz I’ve been playing shows since 18
And I’m turning 33, so that 15 of lived dreams
We’re not going head to head, this is not split screen
But you split, she screamed and aired it all over the scene
As we continue on, strong, it won’t be long
We’ll be playing shows again, Big L in the lawn
He just learned to clap, so he’s on track
To be on tracks with his dad, hear him laugh in the back
I find it funny, that there is such an emphasis on money
I’d take the short to pay a band from outta town, take it from me
I’m not a business man, or a business man
And I don’t have a business plan
I’m just trying to make music for art's sake
I hit vampires with heart stakes so I am not your entree
I’m more like Andre
3000 ways to spend my day in the shade
With friends, making sure that they all get paid
So if you were there first like Ray J
I’d never stand in the way of another’s pay day
Cuz I get it, we're not all as lucky as this
Studio in the basement, and I know how to mix
I’m not a master at mastering, but technology is faster than a dastardly bastard with a plan for disaster
So I plug in the plug ins, after tucking my son in
While snakes stay on rocks to get their sun in
Spray a little sun in, to lighten the mood
I’m a Lion you’re a zebra, think I’m fighting the food?
You can try and changes your stripes but I’ve seen what you do
And that’s cool, do you
I’ll just do me too,
To the people who have showed their faces at every show
From venue to venue, wherever we go
You’re the reason that we do it, and the reason for the season
As soon as I see the day, I start seizing, like seize him
He is me, so before you try to see him
You better make damn sure that you gone beat him
And think twice about the way you choose to treat him
If I was to venture a guess, one day you’ll need him
So I’m trying to decide which of my sides I should hide
Jekyll or Hyde
Should it be no more mr nice guy?
No more mr think twice guy?
The Heat Meiser, or am I mr ice guy?
Turn to Victor Fries with ease, here’s my advice, guy
Just hang back, but be ready for action
If you hear the magic word like Billy Batson
Shazam this jam is packed in
I’ve been booking shows since I rocked with First Faction
Now I’m tryina be Inn like Jackson
Shout to Mega Mothman Mike, making it happen
Trying to show support in any form or fashion
Cuz playing live shows is my passion
So I’m trying to decide which of my sides I should hide
Jekyll or Hyde
You should hide Mr Hyde
Get back inside
Let me drive the ride
Dr Jekyll on a level undefined
The Blue Devil vessel who will revel in sunshine
I’ve been recognized more than one time
As open mic host, or multiple band front guy
Multi instrumentalist meets a mentalist
I’m like Banksy with a stencil when my pencil hits
It could crush ten cinder blocks
Ignite a show like a tinderbox
And that’s a show by GingerFox
Productions is something I’ve trusted for something
like 10 whole years to keep it jumping
And I am grateful for any placement
That’s why the posters are all over the basement
From every hot jam, cool jam, fall jam
Yeah I’ve been to all jams
And I swear they all jammed
The only jam I missed was when I quit my job
I got sticked with one last shift, like a kebab
But that was back when the event was two days,
I made it right before the end and next day we still played
And that was in the past something like a decade
Right after Lucky and Shea became my senseis
Back in my nonsense days, no sense days
And I was meant to find this group like sense8
(2x)
Every hot jam, cool jam, fall jam,
Yeah I been to all jams,
And I swear they all jammed
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